Dear my loyal reader out there,
It’s 2012 now. I hope this year would be my turning point in my life. Let me walk you through it.
Up until couple of months before the year of 2011 was over I was still at my idealism, to name a few: never want to get involved in any relationship, never ever want to get married, does not really care about my future life, or I didn’t even care about my health.
But now… I’m breaking all those idealism. I think a lot about what kind of future that I want to have (where to live, family, kids, jobs), I tried to live healthy by playing basket ball occasionally in the morning or stop eating a lot, specially in the night time. Furthermore, I am literally involved with someone and to that extent I wanna and planning to marry her one day at the moment.
All these things have changed me in certain way. Breaking all the rules probably what I need right now. And all I need to do right now is started to make some kind of schedule for myself in regard to achieving and accomplishing my new dream. I do realize that it would never be that easy but at least I’m doing something because I want to make her happy. I just only hope that she can wait for me just a bit while, that’s all…
Oh, if you wonder why all the sudden I felt like to change, well simply put it’s all because of her. If I didn’t meet her 3 months before new years eve then in 2012 probably I wouldn’t have any good new year resolutions. Actually to be frank, I’m still not stating what kind of resolution that I’d have to this date. But what I do know is that I am willing to fix my life to be a better one.
It’s really amazing how life could be, right? I never ever imagine that someone can make me want to do more with my life. I guess we really don’t know what about to happen in our life. But one thing that we can do is just keep trying to do the best no matter what. If you believe to the things that you fight for, then never ever giving up. Things might not end up the way you wanted to be, but it is what the best for you to happen.
So, just life a live…
*uhmm….. isn’ it supposed to be “live a life”?
