I had a really weird dream last night.

Several weeks back I had a fight with my good friend over a wedding. The trigger of the fight is a wedding, her wedding but what made us become totally losers was because we both were selfish. Thought that I was right with my reason and she also thought the same way that she was right with her reason as well. nevertheless, we ended up “not talking” anymore. I tried to sms her one day. She used to reply back even that message was so unimportant and lame, but she never reply back. So I guess that was it. I did tell her that I am going to be her good friend whatever happen to us, but I don’t think she accepted that. so be it!

Anyway, out of nowhere, last night a had a quick dream about her. I couldn’t remember where I was and in what occasion I was. But what I do remember was she and I were in the nice suit and dress – a fancy and class ones. and… we hugged.

For many years I’ve been dreaming of hugging her. I guess it won’t never come true because of our fight. and for that matter I guess that hug was the only one that I got from her. It was a dream. but it was so sweet dream and warm. I woke up with this huge strange feeling. I feel empty and I feel undescribeable happy and mellow.

Hope she’s happy where ever she is…