Dear Z,

I guess my birthday this time kinda unusual with all the previous ones. I got tons of birthday wishing. And over 90% of those greeting were coming from facebook. well, not from facebook, but my friends on fb wishing me using fb. yeah, you know that already. Only 1 of my friend who wishing me using sms, which is I found that to be so weird since this guy is active in facebook community.

Well Z, I’m 28 now and so don’t want to grow old. now I think I understand the feeling of people who stress being old. I know, I know you probably would say 28 is not that old but.. hey, at least I feel it that way before you do. That make me become special person, right Z? I think I can imagine how you want to slap me soo badly.

Anyway, the good thing of facebook I guess it reminds me that I’m not alone and lots of people out there remember of me. although some of the wishing I don’t know where the hell it was coming from. I guess from now on I have to get rid of the thinking that I am alone in this universe. I guess things are indeed different now, but my friends are still there out there. This is gonna be so hard for me Z, I wish you can feel just excatly how I feel. But well, you and I are completely different. Different in everything. and probably the only thing similar with us is that we are human.

Oya btw, even though I got lots of wishing, still I celebrated my birthday alone. you know what I did? I went to a cinema. I watch Transformer 2 and it was on premier. hehehe… I spent around US$5 to watch the movie on premier. this was my first time. Well, there’s no harm for me to spoil my self, right? Yknow, just like when you spoiled yourself by manicure and pedicure, or probably went to salon. yeah, you know, that girly stuff you are usually do. As for me, this is how I spoiled my self. Geeez, by talking like this I feel liek a girl already Z. NOOO!!!!

Alrighty, that’s all from me. So, how are you doing Z?

Warmest hugs from me..