Imagination can create any thing what you’d wished for

I guess this is a simple conclusion that I got from the movie Bridge to Terabithia. At first I thought this movie would look like Narnia or any dozens of magical movies that came before this. Unfortunately, I was completely wrong. Although, this movies did have a magical sense, but the journey itself was not about the war and fight that was happened in the world of wonder land. 

I saw this movie was more showing the side of friendship and family matter. This what thouched me a lot. Having a bset friend was really important in our life because they can make your life change. It can fulfill the emptiness in your soul. You’ll have someone to share, to talk, to laugh, to fight, and to tease for. Especially when you were a kid, having a best friend I think would be the right momnet. Because what I see, when we grew up and have to live our own life – have a family and job – , best friend would only be just a friend. 

I always think that I have never had a best friend in my childhood. But I guess it depends on how we define what bestfriend is. I do admit that I do have some good friend, but best friend? I don’t know! would it because I didn’t feel that I have someone who is able to fulfil my emptiness? I guess this thought confuses me with the concept of a girlfriend. 

I was started to think about what bestfriend is when I was still in my undergrad. That time my role model was Timon and Pumbaa from the movie of Lion King, Lion King II, and Lion King 3. and learned the phrase from timon, “friends stick together to the end”. Timon and Pumbaa were a very true friend. they need one each other. And to be frank, I always need my friend yet none of them need me the way I need them. 

I guess at certain point I was so frustated and then I more liking and enjoying playing around with children under 3 years old, animals, and plants. With them I can talk and share my deepest feeling, eventhough they’re not understand excatly what I had been through. Well, it doesn’t really matter, actually. But being with them have always been a wonderful moment for me. I was in a place where I can find all those things, but now I have to back to reality and I do feel lonely. Perhaps, because of this I am so stress although I don’t show it in the front of any people that I know including my family. especially my family. 

I always though that everytime I feel this way, I judge myself spoil and egois. sometimes I do cry in my room, wondering and praying that someday my life would change back just like I was in australia, which means I could hang out and mingle with my very best friend: the nature! My land of Terabithia…

I’ll wait for that time to come…